John

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i’m ellie, hey :P and at least we think the way we think. we won’t get hurt so bad trying to find perfection. agreed though, maybe “true love” isn’t whats meant to be found anyway.

ugh, i still get hurt every time. any time that i actually put myself out there and be with someone im not just doing it to have sex, or anything like that.. it means i actually want to be with them. if i wanted anything else i could just be a manwhore, but thats not what i want at all. i have a lot of friends that are like them and i can tell none of them are actually happy hurting girls like that. maybe love isnt meant to be found, but it just fucking sucks because thats what all of us grow up wanting. i think everyone has their own “perfection” though. like i really dont want to be with one of those model looking girls.. i want someone who is real.. no just trying to be what magazines and the media wants them to be

(continuing last part hah) if it had a new name it wouldnt be movie love itd be real love. idk, you can’t find perfection, just someone you can’t stop learning about, i suppose…

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